Isn’t it gorgeous? We had a bit of rain, most unfortunately the evening when our friends Frederique and Mathilde stayed over (with the owner’s permission of course) but it was lovely to huddle under the umbrella on the terrace while the first pats came down. We stayed up talking until 2am, literally burning the candle down low. I would have imagined after such a night to awake to zephyr skies, but no, still a hulk of gray. That didn’t stop my girlfriends from donning their bikinis to plunge in. And they were right, yes, the difference between the water and air is less shocking on a cloudy day. Real Provençal girls, these two. Certainly wakes you up quicker than a café!
The odd weather lingered after their depart, trilling on until late afternoon. But when it started to clear–below while still wearing a black cap, what a light! Normally, I think of it as so Paris, that side swipe of gold. How lovely to see it tumbling over, knocking against the Braquesque surfaces of the Alpilles. Shattered into a million pieces at a glance.
In the midst of this, I am just observing. Somehow I found the password to just let myself be here and do nothing. Truly, I don’t leave. My last post was the right post and there is nothing more to tell. Save that tomorrow is my birthday. Forty-two. Oof. While I am not ageist, somehow this one seems to be on the other side of something but maybe that is just how my heart is feeling these days.
Birthdays are a rather big deal in my family. Yes, your day, you decide and do what you like with it. But do you know what? Rather than make a big plan and wallow in a bit of hoopla, I think that I am exactly where I would like to be. I can’t imagine anything nicer (well, I can, but it involves taking the plane and spending exorbitant amounts of money) than, for once, just staying still! More yoga, another walk with Ben, salmon on the BBQ and considerable attention from my honey and I think that I am good. I am trying not to over-think the future, what is the next step but just be grateful for all that I have in my life and that includes the wonderful many that I have met here. Thank you–you are all a true gift!
You are living in a magical place. I wish you great happiness there and a wonderful birthday.
Victoria
Thanks ladies! All in all it was up there as one of the nicest birthdays in ages. And to top it off our friends have invited us to stay the night that they come back as well (we'll cook them a nice dinner) so we get to stay until Sunday! Whoohoo!
SO beautiful. I'm so pleased to hear you've allowed yourself permission to relax and soak it in. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Just enjoy – it a gift of the best sort!!
it is a blessed place to be when you are grateful for what is. your perspective and outlook is so appreciated and admired, thank you.
many many good wishes to you,
kim xo
42 is GRAND!Believe me.I just turned 51.The body doesnot hurt for no reason at 42.Seize your day.Indulge.Looks like your in a good spot for celebration.I will be thinking of YOU!
xxx
Sister, Clare, Heather and Virginia–birthday wishes from incredible ladies from all over the world! Thank you for them.
And Virginia I so agree. Occaisionally, a gypsy will approach me in Arles (yes, there is a prominent population of Roma) wanting to tell my future and I always recoil–I don't want to know!! And even if I did know…well, if you had told me fifteen years ago that I would one day be living in Provence, I would NOT have believed you. 😉
Much love to you too!
Wishing you a magnificent birthday, Heather! I simply adore your photos… oh so dreamy…. sigh.
~ Clare x
Have a wonderful birthday…here the rain has returned but the sun isn't out yet to create those splendid fresh pictures you have!
Take it from 45 (almost 46); 42 is a baby!!! Wish I could be there in Provence bliss with you tomorrow; what a novel idea for us – the laid back birthday!! I know it will be as wonderful as your beautiful writing and photos – thank you, Birthday Girl, for your gifts to us over the past year!
Sending you lots of love! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! : )
What extraordinary images of what is obviously the most extraordinarily beautiful place. I love your philosophy on being grateful for what you have at this very minute, for truly, even if we were to know what would happen next, would we want to? It is the surprise and anticipation of not knowing which makes life such a grand adventure.
And I hope you have a magical wonderful birthday tomorrow Heather! Much love, Virginia x