I walked out to the garden the other day, just because I missed it so. As I rounded the corner, I was surprised to find it empty. No Francis 1 (who is seriously the spitting image of the late French actor Fernandel) grinning at me crookedly or Francis 2 herding his Irish setter away from the fallen apples, no Olivier hammering away to enforce his raised beds or Clément adjusting his round glasses on his nose while giving me a quick nod.
Rather it was just the plants and the earth; all were sleeping. I felt as if I should tiptoe across the spongy grass for fear of disturbing all that lay still and quiet. The lowering clouds overhead further dulled the sound until it felt as if I were wading into a sea lined in feutre. When I arrived at our plot, I immediately noticed that our gate, which had already been barely hanging together, had given up trying and had sighed its slats down to the ground. No weeds perked up peskily through the layers of compost covered earth. I checked our new plot as well and it too was a blanket swept clean yet devoid of color. I could not even hear the birds sing – they always do, it is a joyful cacophony – and I wondered if I had somehow slipped into a ghostly dimension of someone else’s garden.
But here is where I write: “And then the sun came out.”
And then the sun came out, sneaking behind the gray, pushing it aside and spilling down all around me. I shook my head, giggling for no one, because there it was again that message that has been chasing me around ceaselessly*: “perspective, perspective, perspective.”
For that self-same garden (yes, I realize that for most people there is not really a self there but just ask the Balinese and see what they say) was instantly transformed into the realm of the beautiful. The tiniest details started fighting for my attention, “Over here,” “Look at me!” You know how they do. And I noticed that quite a lot of preparation for what was to come had taken place since my last visit. Save for the plot across from ours (whose young owners had their first baby at the end of the summer and so have other things on their minds), each garden had been cleared and primed. Some – notably those of the gents mentioned above – were still producing carefully chosen winter produce that the sun’s rays would light up with a spotlight ta-dah.
Unlike our sloppy pile of boards, several new gates had been built – one to resemble the door of a village house with a mail slot and a note asking “No ads please”, so eco-friendly, and another – well, this one stopped me in my tracks – that labelled what was inside as Le Jardin de L’Optimiste or…The Optimists Garden.
I looked back to our plot with its sprigs of garlic tops and fanned leeks waiting for their harvest and I realized that each garden could be called the same. For what we are all growing, along with what should be a fair amount of vegetables, herbs, fruit and flowers, is nothing short of the blue-winged miracle of hope. At that moment, the birds raced overhead and began to sing.
*Just a curious little aside: my first instinct was to write that it was a message that “had been chasing me around flaglessly” until spell-check raised a suspicious eyebrow and informed me that it wasn’t a word. Perhaps it is all those years of reading Shakespeare (and those of you who have been here for a while know that I don’t hesitate to make a word up from time to time) but I am convinced that it is indeed one. Thoughts?
Perspective indeed. It strikes of the strangest and most unexpected moments. Thankfully.
As always, your words and your images are exactly the music I need to hear.
xo
Ah, yes, perspective!! It makes all the difference, but I, too, am hugely affected by the sun (and the gloomy MI winters). You give us perspective all the time: slow down, people! Notice the little things, the beauty that is all around you!!! I love all of the "action" in the gardens; must be because it's been so warm there, yes? My favorite is the photo, after the gate door, of the greenery with just a touch of sun – ahhhh!!! C'est magnifique!!! The optimists garden, indeed!
Oh thank you Mary, you are so kind but Coco was right – I meant unflaggingly!! *sigh*
These photos are so beautiful.Your posts remind me how there is always something surprising and beautiful to look at in Provence. As for "flaglessly," you're such a good writer, if there is a word I haven't seen before, I will always assume it's because I haven't heard of it:)
Yes, yes, yes Coco!!!! Oh thank you so much, I knew that someone would come through for me here. 🙂 That is exactly the word that I meant.
The reed fences can cast a fair amount of shade so they can't be too high but the light does come through them a good bit as well. We just try and think twice about what we plant next to them. We also had another of them in the middle of the garden that we took down (despite the long work it put into making it!) because of the shade issue…Bring on the sun!
Perhaps you´re thinking of ¨unflaggingly¨?
I do like those bamboo/reed fences. Do they cast a lot of shade? So much potential in a winter garden.
I love that idea about its stripped down state, its bones – as if a garden were a home in itself!
Thank you for the compliment, Tracy.
Isn't that adorable? And yes, I see there is an email from you waiting for me so I hope that means that you will see the garden in person!
I am so very sorry to read of your Siser's passing at such a young age. And your reasoning makes complete sense to me and there is wisdom in it. I have also seen forms of that thinking in the ancestor worship that I have seen in Vietnam and Cambodia – something very positive and healthy in my sense.
Of course I should not be surprised that you would look into flaglessly! I had too and realize that even if it is a word, I don't think it is the word that I was looking for but rather that it might sound like the one that I was looking for – with the mix of French and English in my head, that happens a lot. 🙂
Well, unfortunately that can also be me too, David. I so appreciate having your perspective and context here…thank you!