Petite Pause

 
The French are masters of the pause, the little break. Whether it be a middle of the day espresso at a café, or a whole day out of busy week or even a month or two sabbatical in Summer, they have it down pat. I am still learning how to slow down. You wouldn’t think it so difficult as the rhythm here in Provence is naturally so very much slower than in other parts of the world, but there is a part of my American culture that yells out nasty things whenever I stop just to enjoy. Luckily my dear friend Frederique is far more adept and came up with the idea of an afternoon in Avignon. I agreed on condition that I was able to take her out for a belated birthday lunch–not exactly a demand requiring much negotiations. I made sure to chose wisely, a no-brainer address although a fairly secret one. In the courtyard of the Hôtel de Caumont,  which houses the Collection Lambert, lies the METropolitan restaurant, one of the best in terms of rapport qualité prix (bang for the buck) that I know of. I reserved early (+33 (0)4 86 81 47 49) as there are only about twenty or so tables and each is snapped up by quickly by a largely local group with a few lucky tourists mixed in. The servers are handsome and funny, the ambiance delightful.

We settled in with a sigh of relief (parking is a notorious pain in Avignon) at the little table with my name on it (literally). Soon enough we were “chin“ing over a luscious glass of white and relaxing under the welcome shade of the plane tree. The menu is small and nearly everyone chooses the formule for 16€ which offers a choice of plats and a dessert. As I am always in a perpetual state of sushi withdrawal, I decided on the salmon carpaccio topped with chives, peanuts and spices as well as a balsamic reduction, soy sauce and an aigre-douce sauce for dipping. This was accompanied by an excellent salad that I am going to try and replicate this afternoon: cabbage, sweet peas, tomatoes, parmesan and apples in a soy vinaigrette. Fred went for a more traditional route but her salmon was perfectly cooked and paired well with the butternut squash purée and the ginger cream sauce. For dessert, I was delighted to be offered fresh chevre (goat cheese) and surprised when I was brought a whole one all for myself, with an extra basket of bread. Vive la France! 

Now, the Collection Lambert might ring a bell. This is the site of the attack that I wrote about not too long ago. Fred (as I call her) and I had planned this day beforehand and weren’t going to be thrown off by death threats. If anything, I felt that it was very important to go and support an artistic institution that had been so put under fire (the museum’s owner had also received 30,000 hate emails). The show, Je crois aux miracles, or “I believe in miracles”, was outstanding. Very challenging and I was grateful to have seen it with Fred who has a wider knowledge of contemporary art than I do. Barbara Kruger’s Talk to Me is especially stunning as you enter. But we were both the most moved by seeing Piss Christ, the piece by Andreas Serrano that had been damaged. I was so grateful that the museum decided to keep the work up in its current state because the violence, the hatred involved to smash it so (strangely the face of Christ was the hardest hit) was more frightening than the work itself could ever be. It left me feeling sick and panicky. Fred agreed. There were two young men stationed beside the piece and nearly everyone wanted to ask them questions about…why?

Afterwards, we both felt a need to digest what we had seen and shake it off. It was that powerful. So, yes, a little shopping was in order. And once we had both found a little something, it was late enough for a perrier menthe at one of the many ubiquitous cafés that line the Place de Horloge. We came back to Arles sleepy but elated at the same time. Spirits and bellies well fed. 

The Saturday market in Arles is one of the largest in Provence and though it can be madness, it is worth braving the crowds to find a treasure. Fred and our beautiful friend Mathilde (who exudes so much je ne sais quoi that men turn to stare when she passes) were perhaps a little over ambitious in buying two climbing tomato plants each. But why not? They were only 10 euros for all four.

One of the best examples of the pause that I know of is the after the market stop. Everyone contributes a little something to nibble on–in this case if was a delicate tomme cheese with super sweet strawberries. The café owners do such a brisk business they don’t seem to mind the pique-nique. As it was just us girls, we sat and gossiped until 1:30pm. A fantastic way to get a weekend off to a great start.

My haul from that market day? The first batch of pivoines–peonies! It seems far, far too early but my favorite flower seller assured me that no, they are ready and they are from the region, not to worry. So far they are holding up well as is the rose that he placed silently in with my bouquet.

The Wednesday market, as I have mentioned before, is much more about everyday shopping. No one dresses up to go, as they do on the weekend. Now, as much as I truly try to avoid posting about the market as it is more than a tad cliché, today I can’t resist. It was just so bountiful. Spring really is the finest season for the farmers here. Although asparagus and strawberries are the big stars of the moment, I was most interested by the fresh garlic–especially as the owner of the stand told me that I had to use the stalks as well, perfect in an omelette or pasta. I will! A small gesture that I found touching? When I bought the world’s best goat cheese from my habitual stand, the young woman carefully selected a bit of flowering thyme to press into its heart before wrapping it up like a gift. How wonderful to take a moment to do something well, with kindness–the best kind of pause there is!

Worlds within worlds

I am having a hard time taking in this morning’s news that Osama bin Laden is dead. It doesn’t seem quite real to me, just as the initial events on September 11th didn’t as I was unable to comprehend that something so horrible was possible in our world. I was not in New York City that day but in Paris. There is a photo of Remi and I at the Musée d’Orsay, blissfully in love and completely unaware of what was happening. There was no sign of anything amiss amidst the Monets. I do remember a scurry of activity, an urgency in the air in the lobby of the Ritz and how odd it seemed that we could just stroll in, the front door unattended. But it wasn’t until we returned to our unfurnished new apartment that I heard my Mom’s voice gasping into the answering machine. We had trouble understanding what she was talking about, just able to make out that my Sister was safe but to please call, she needed to hear my voice. Remi turned on the radio as I went upstairs to phone. And again, I couldn’t understand when he yelled out that the “Jumelles” as the Twin Towers are called here, were down. We didn’t have a television yet and so rushed to the offices of Gamma, the news agency that Remi was working for at the time. I think that someone might have taken a photo of me, staring at the screens and crying, but I am not sure. 
As a reporter, Remi was given access to the first flight back to New York. I followed a few days later. Again disbelief as I crossed the Manhattan Bridge, searching for the architectural Welcome Home that had always greeted me. The same over the smell of the smoke, so pungent even up on 51st Street and that feeling deep in my gut that “this is what death smells like”. Wondering why it didn’t fade. Taking flowers to my local fire station, one of the hardest hit in terms of loss. Trying not to read the words of the Missing signs that we all knew were put up in vain. Emotional shutdown.
The boutique hotel in Soho that I had been working at between acting gigs laid me off (our office looked directly on to the WTC and those working that morning saw everything, some fainted cold). My agent immediately moved to California as did one of my best friends. So I hurried up the pace and arrived at Charles de Gaulle Airport on October 27th, 2001. Ready to look forward to a new life. 
I knew that I was lucky to have not lost anyone nor to have even known anyone that lost anyone. But today’s news makes me remember all over again how much we all lost that day. How another world spun off within our world and we have been on that track ever since. And we are still there. Osama bin Laden’s death does not fill me with any sense of joy or that justice has been done. As a former New Yorker, I am still deeply attached to my city and know that there is no real justice for the families that have lost their loved ones nor for the damage to our collective psyche. Not really. I do feel relieved. Even though I know that this is not the end of terrorism in the world. And I feel grateful for the positive messages in President Obama’s speech. May they bring a light to the path ahead. 

May Day! May Day!

No, the ship is not sinking nor am I asking for help, merely expressing my excitement over today being the First of May. While throughout France it is often when laborers hold protest marches to demand better conditions, here in Arles it is the Fête des Gardians. Extending south of town down to the sea, the Camargue is a large marsh land where bulls and horses roam free. They are watched over and cared for by les gardians, our answer to cowboys. Or actually, maybe the cowboys copied their French counter parts, for their Confrérie or Brotherhood, was formed in 1512 (and is the oldest of its kind) and has gathered every May Day for nearly the past five hundred years. A mass is held in the Major Church just behind the Roman Arena, at the end of which horses and riders are blessed in the name of St. George, their patron saint. For the occasion, everyone is decked out in their finest traditional Provençal costume, which was strictly codified by the Marquis de Baroncelli in 1817 and has been proudly adhered to ever since. Everything has its place–the way a woman’s hair is rolled, the pinned folds of the scarf on her shoulders, the placement of her jewellery, her shoes. 

Hundreds are decked out in their finery, from fathers and daughters, to the ruggedly handsome solo riders…

It is hard not to be overwhelmed by the sheer number of followers of Provençal tradition, of all ages…

And all sizes…

Thousands of spectators line the streets as the gardians make their way from the church down to the Place de La Republique, our lovely main square.

On the way, many will stop to buy a bouquet of muguet, or Lily of the Valley, which is offered today to bring luck now that the Winter is officially over…

If the gathering was especially impressive today, it was due to the fact that, on top of the regular festivities, the new Queen of Arles would be announced. Yes, despite the end of the aristocratic rule, we do have a queen. She must be from an old Arlesian family and is selected to be the incarnation of Provençal, culture, costume and language. Only five candidates presented themselves this year. A buzz mounted in the square as everyone gossiped as to who would be chosen.

After waiting for nearly an hour, the crowd grew restless as they pressed towards the front of the Town Hall. The riders raised their lances (used to prod their keep) and the spectators clapped and stomped with impatience. Finally, the mayor sailed onto the balcony with a wide grin and announced that Astrid Giraud, had been elected as the 21st Reine d’Arles. The crowd burst into cheers and then a softly sung rendition of the Coupo Santo, the Provençal anthem. I could still hear them singing as I headed through the shady back streets toward our apartment. I find this holiday so beautiful and a wonderful antidote to the brutality of the Easter bullfights. It is Provence at its most elegant and most proud. When Remi and I first moved to Arles, we were travelling the world to cover such people, who held their traditions tightly to their chests in the midst of a cookie-cutter world where we are pushed more and more to resemble each other. How surprised we were to find the same importance so close to home. It still delights me. My best to the new Queen!